Its 1:30 and I’m in pj’s. I’ve done some useful things but I’m dragging my feet to get out the door. Maybe it has something to do about going to a hospital to see a friend who I just found out has the big C. Or that the unemployment blues are beginning to kick in because deep down inside i wanna work so I can get benefits so i can try again. Yes I want to try again. With my own eggs. I don’t want this story to end yet. Or that I still don’t know who to vote for today.
05
Feb
08
I hear you, honey. oh boy do I.
sending love
xo
I’m sorry things are in a rut. I hope your perfect job, with perfect benefits, is right around the corner.
it is so depressing and unmotivating to need a job and not have one. seems ridiculous when you need to be all full of confidence to job search and interview. i sooooo hear you. i know you will find another job. a good one. but right now it must be so dark with no baby and no job. bleck. holding you in the light.